It’s Just One of Those Days

It’s just one of those days where I can barely find it in me to get out of bed. 

It’s just one of those days where I can’t find the motivation to do anything. 

It’s just one of those days where I fake a smile and force a laugh to seem somewhat normal. 

It’s just one of those days where my attention span is too short to focus on anything. 

It’s just one of those days where everything I do bores me. 

It’s just one of those days where my throat is dry and my eyes can barely open and my stomach feels weird.

It’s just one of those days where I don’t want to eat or drink or sleep or shower or do anything. 

It’s just one of those days where everything is surreal and nothing feels real. 

I just have to hang on until the day is over. And then-

Wake up. Repeat. 

While I watch myself slowly fall deeper and deeper into nothing, completely helpless, all alone. 

It’s just one of those days. 

It’s just one of those days every single day. 

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